The Space That's In Between Insane and Insecure

That is how one might describe my mood of late.

I feel as though I ought to have something to say here, but I just can't form the words.  

In time I will understand, if I'm meant to understand.

God is good. He does not hold back the good food, the coldest drinks, the best chair, the clearest view of the movie screen.

I find myself undone when I decide what is going to happen in my life.  It isn't for me to decide, which is both frightening and sublime.